Friends...

Friends.

What do you consider a friend? Do you have different categories to friends? Because I sure do. Yeah it might seem kinda mean to categorize your friends but you know exactly what I am saying. It's quite difficult to open up to a stranger that came across in your life and you found similar things in common. But at least you are able to share those cheesy things or embarrassing things with them.

I really like all my friends [from acquaintances to my closest friends].

They are all different.

BUT WHAT ABOUT A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND? Does information or a new category form?

I mean for me if I have a boyfriend then I would assume that they have been my close friend for a while.

This all makes sense in my mind.

My main point to all this:

When you feel like no one in the entire world will ever understand you ever channel your inner thoughts ever care about what you feel think express yourself and accept you for who you are.. you will be surprised to see there is that one person. That one person who will make you think otherwise and make you see that HE or SHE is the one that will be there for you during a fight or not during the hardest times between you two he or she will be there. They do truly care. And it's surprising. And in the moment that hard moment where you feel like you cannot take any more steps forward, they are there to lend you a hand to help you walk the path. I was very surprised on how things turned out. I was surprised that even though our thoughts were making each other seem like a bad person, we are still there for each other. It's incredible what our mind thinks when you just think of the worse and assume things. It seems logical just to ask the person whats going on or whats wrong. But it's easier said then done. But you know what? Expressing yourself and letting it known is better than not. What can go wrong? I think the issue would be resolved one way or another.

Gosh, last night...

I couldn't have asked for anything better than that. It was perfect. Now it is time to step forward and continue my path. And I hope he is there with me. Creating a fond deep friendship is important. Willing to form and progress with it is very hard when things hold you back. I just hope we can make it through every time. They are just bumps on the road. And I hope I am able to walk over it with respect, intelligence, and understanding.

What are friends for?

I think for support. For comfort. For security. To be able to share stories, thoughts, and embarrassments with. To hear the truth and to say the truth. I can't seem to find the words or actions to say thank you to them. It's difficult to ask for help but when I do, I know they are there for me.

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